I might be taking a bit of a hiatus for a while.
Yesterday, I mounted up my new wheels and tires. Visually, this is probably the best thing I've done to the car. I'm very happy with how they look.


I've got a set of BMW center caps on the way to complete the look of the wheels.
Using my cheap bathroom scale, I weighed the stock staggered setup:
Stock front wheels (17x7) & 205 wide tires: 44.8 lbs
Stock rear wheels (17x7.5) & 225 wide tires: 46.2 lbs
Total= 182 lbs
Apex 17x8.5 wheels & 235 tires (on all four corners): 41.8 lbs , for a total of 167.2 lbs
Total rotating mass saved: 14.2 lbs
Now, I went with this setup because it was the largest setup Apex says you can run without any modification needed. I suspect they might have been right if the car hadn't previously been in an accident on the right rear side. Driving around, guess where I heard a bit of rubbing coming from? Yep, the right rear side. Sigh.
Sure enough, upon closer inspection, the fender on the right rear side didn't seem to quite stick out as far as it did on the other side. I've owned the car for 2 years now and never noticed, but when I was really inspecting it, it appears to be inset by an extra few millimeters.
I pulled out the fender roller, the heat gun and the temperature gun and got to work.


We've already been over my frustrations at the previous owner(s). They've nearly driven me mad more times than I can count. Well, add another frustration to the list.
While rolling the right rear fender, I noticed the paint on the inner lip looked different than the paint on the rest of the fender (not as smooth). While trying to clean the inside of the lip (to get rid of dirt and rocks before I started rolling), I discovered they sprayed some sort of sticky goup on the inside of the fender. I grabbed a magnet- sure enough, it's metal. There's no sign of Bondo. The only thing I could think of is the goup was used to prevent rust or something?!? Either way, I started rolling the fender...
To be clear, this isn't my first time rolling fenders. I've shockingly never had a problem before. As soon as I started the slightest roll, not only did the paint start to crack, a small portion of it started to break off. Only it wasn't just paint, it was a smoothing/filler/finishing product underneath the paint.

Now, I've done a bit of body/Bondo work in the past. For the life of me, I can't understand why they used filler on the paint inside the fender. I ran a magnet over the whole lip of the fender- it's all metal. There's no bondo. I can clearly feel a lip throughout the entire fender liner. I can't understand why they wouldn't just paint it?
Either way. Some of the gunk on the inside of the fender lip wasn't helpful. It's hard to see it, but when rolling, I ended up with a very small dent in the fender as a result.

I will try to use a dolly and hammer to see if I can get the fender back to perfect. Even if no one else will notice, I'll notice.
I could probably throw on some touch-up paint on the fender lip and no one would be the wiser... but with the way the product started cracking, I will probably end up doing the right thing- sanding it down smoothly and repainting it.
All I can say is: I'm tired. This past month has worn me out. In the past month, I've done the following:
-Dropped the front subframe to install the baffled oil pan, new motor mounts, etc.
-Removed the entire front end of the car to install the 135i oil cooler.
-Taken the car to the shop to have the A/C refilled (after my oil cooler install mishap).
-Installed the Dinan camber plates.
-Taken the car to another shop to have it aligned.
-Installed new brake pads, rotors, stainless steel lines (they were a pain in the neck!) and fluid. I went through a few rounds of bleeding them before I got the pedal feeling perfect.
-Did a ton of research on figuring out everything I needed to code things out, learned ProTool and coded it all out.
That's on top of spending countless hours watching YoutTube videos, scouring FB/forums for minimal amounts of information scattered all over and writing 5 full-length DIY blog posts (6 if you count one I did on the NC Miata) with photos and all the instructions I could muster to help anyone reading them. As it turns out, doing DIY write-ups is very time consuming, with the average one taking me 3-7 hours to put together. Hopefully they at least help someone who finds them in the future.
In the past month, I've easily put 80+ hours of time (it's probably 100+, but I've stopped counting) into this hobby, on top of working a demanding full time 40+ hour a week job/career and raising a family. I'm worn out.
Want to know what the funny thing is? I finished the last of the things I needed to do to feel comfortable putting the 128i on track... and I honestly don't even want to track the car. I've told some people I would go with them, but it doesn't even sound terribly appealing/fun- two of them I would more or less be acting as an instructor (they should know better than to trust a dunce like me!), teaching a bit of car control, track etiquette and some semblance of finding the proper braking zones/driving lines so they can have fun without hurting themselves.
Since I bought it, I've easily put hundreds of hours of labor into the 128i and that's not counting the hundreds more I've done researching and documenting everything. Even though N52's are cheap and plentiful, I'm not sure I want to go beating the hell out of the car, risking a money shift and another countless number of hours in the garage. And that's to say nothing of money. I've dropped far more money into this car than it will ever be worth. I'm just not sure if I want to do something that could result in the car being towed home on the back of a trailer. Oh the irony.
Unrelated: the new wider, much stickier tires ROTATE! The square setup was a great idea. I was playing around in an empty parking lot... this thing is a lot of fun!
Speaking of parking lots: I recently discovered that I accidentally built the 128i to the hilt of the rules for a local BMW CCA autocross class. I couldn't help but laugh. I'll be trying to run as many BMW CCA autoX events as I can manage this year (I think they only scheduled 5 for the entire season). This is a pro and a con: technically, since I'm already maxed out on points for the class I think would fit best, that means no more mods. Technically, since I'm already taking a hit for springs and shocks, I can swap in a set of coilovers if I so desired, but I can't do anything else to the car in order to not get bumped up into a much faster class.
Honestly, I'm burnt out on working on cars in general. And I need to take a break and let my wallet recover before I even think about ordering anything else.
Plans for the car:
-Put a set of OEM brake pads back on the car until a track day is actually scheduled. These Hawk ER-1's are driving me nuts (they're LOUD!!).
-Make the fender look pretty again.
-Maybe tint the windows with something ceramic to help with not sweating like a whore in church this summer (the A/C works, but black leather is less than pleasant in July).
-Maybe throw in a set of brighter LED headlight bulbs (she could use a bit more light at night- I'm spoiled by modern cars).
-Run some autocross events with the BMW CCA and see if I get back into it.
-Rather than initiating track days, put the onus on family/friends. If they want to go that bad, they can get the ball rolling and I'll attend, but only because I told them I would.
-Enjoy the car as is.
If I enjoy autocross and want to make the car a bit more competitive:
-Swap out the Bilstein B12 setup for a set of Ohlins coilovers (substantially higher spring rates while maintaining ride comfort).
If I decide I don't want to continue autoXing, or don't care about getting bumped into a higher class:
-Swap over to a 3.73 rear diff and likely swap in a Wavetrac LSD.
I've considered a set of headers, but with our current emissions laws (we essentially adopted CARB standards), I don't want to swap them back and forth every two years. Right now, they don't seem to be enforcing the CARB standards to the same extent as California, but I'm not convinced I want the hassle if they start pushing in the future.
For giggles and noise, I might consider a tasteful cat-back exhaust at some point. Maybe.
For the most part though, the car is pretty much done. And I'm pretty much burnt out for the foreseeable future.